Hmmm today was a really fucking fantastic day! I not sure why but it was good!

I get to see my brother tomorrow! I get to see him perform and I get to see BREAK OF DAY! yay!! I like them!! yay!

Ummm I made more friends today and I seriously finally think I fit in here!

MY MOM IS COMING FRIDAY YAAAAAAAAAAAAYY!

Oooh and I got a 49 out of 50 on my FIRST COLLEGE TEST!! YAYAYAY!!

I got a C :-/ on my first college paper. Oop

I drew today for like 2 hours which is good. Only 10 more hours to go. HAHAH DRAWING KICKS MY ASS! I hope I pass that class.

I got really sentimental today and missed my friends, my high school, my TEACHERS?!?!? I emailed GORBIE?!!? I hated her! I just felt I needed too! Maybe she can help me out when I am out of college if I stay in tight with her! I also emailed the LOVELY KENDLE oooh kendle how I love you! Hahah she the best! Of course she was never my teacher, but she still rocks my socks off.
I watched my high school video again and talked to my friends and told them I missed them.

I have been really good today about doing school work! I don't know why I am so happy, but man things are good.

I have really needed a lift on my life. It has been shit uhhh since uhh I think it all really started begining of Junior year DAMN that photo.

Maybe I will finally come out of this shitty depression, it would be great I know it is all in my mind and I can do it if I want, but I dunno. But I feel good things coming of course mid terms are coming up and shit and then it will be all bad again. oOOHHHH WELLL!

I get to go see HERBI on wednesday and I'll tell her all about how I am happy finally! YAYAYAYAYYAY!

hahah check ya later FOOOLS!