Yes it has finally happened I have been pulled to the dark side... yes XANGA.... catch me there!

I just needed a change and EVERYONE was doing it!

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=cowsmakehamburg

Hmmm lets just say ....

Halloween was interesting...

Omg I was really drunk... I really don't think I drank that much...

But shit I was

and I kept hitting this kid I didn't even know... and doing really dumb annoying things sorry to all you who had to witness it. OH GOD AM I SORRY!

Saw the skanky!

IT WASNT THAT IT WAS HALLOWEEN BUT I JUST HAD AN AMAZING TIME! SHIT IT WAS GREAT I'D DO IT AGAIN TONIGHT!!!

Hmm I just got finished crying... I cried for almost 3 hours straight. I just starting crying in drawing and I couldn't stop.

I feel a little better now, but still sad. I need my skanky!

FRIDAY:

I went and talked to my english teacher and got sad. I got another C on another paper and I just was sad. So I was sad all day after that.

Then learned how to use the library with Courtney!

Then I went to BW3's with Avery and her friends. I felt uncomfortable so I left after that.

Then Kneebs came to get Mickey and she came to see me and she was drunk. This is here dancing in the halls. (SHE WASNT DRUNK JUST TIPSY!)

Then I went to Dance or Die :-/ with Kneebs and Mickey. THERE WERE LOTS AND LOTS OF CUTES GAY BOYS! Awww they were so cute dancing!

This is them!

Then we were looking for something do to do. While waiting Devon comes in.... uggh Then they leave me to go smoke pot. But not before I had an emotional break down and cried in front of everyone. They were really nice about it! It is just hard for me not to judge them for it and then I get angry for judging them because it is stupid and I shouldn't. I can't help getting upset! But I really hate it. Sometimes I wish I just didn't care.

SATURDAY:

My drunk brother came over and annoyed me! Well it was actually entertaining.

Then we went to Wendy's and we met Kneebs, so we could go see I HEART HUCKABEES!

I HEART HUCKABEES was awesome!!!!!!!

Then we stopped by Kim's apartment where Mike and Kim were watching Napoleon!!! And got the beer we had Mike buy us.

Then later we drank the beer and had fun.... pictures.....

Pizza!!!

Mickey passing out after the pizza! Just kidding we are just laying down!

Kneebs

SKANKY COUNTDOWN 4 OR 5 DAYS!!!!!!

Sooo, I didn't have First year seminar Wednesday and I don't have english today or tomorrow! SHIIIIT YEAH! I am super excited about that!

I went and saw my advisor... Very uneventful.

I GOT MY ABSENTEE BALOT! BALLOT BALOT?! I dunno

Uhhh not much else happened. My brother is coming down this weekend. Hopefully gonna start working on my photography final! Which is going to cost me out the ASS!!!! I am so poor! This is soooo sad.

Let's revisit an old memory! YAY John Kerry!

                                                                                                     KERRY EDWARDS '04

So this weekend was awesome tiring, but awesome! List of eventful items:

Saw Team America (FUCK YEAH!)

Went to the ridges 3 times! HAHAHA it was so fun though. It sounds dorky, but just sitting up there is awesome.

We went in this really old creepy building! It was scary!!

Found out the school is stealing students bikes and keeping them at the ridges!!

I met some new people! I love meeting new people! HOT KID WITH A HOT CAMERA!

Met this real flexible kid he is a friend of courtney's and all I have to say is "YOU'RE being Annoying!"

We Funj Shei-ed (I HAVE NO CLUE HOW TO SPELL THAT but I am sure you get me) a cubbie in the Kennedy Art Mueseum. Well we didn't Drew did.

Made friends with Ari and Uzi (not their real names.... well one's is Ari ( THEY ARE TWINS) and I am not sure the othe's name so I just made it up like in Royal Tenebaums!) the voter mob people! HAHAH they were weird. We talked to them for an hour because we had nothing better to do. HEY!

I realized I am worse at pool than I thought!

WATCHED WELCOME TO THE DOLLHOUSE!

HIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!

........... well not in the mood to go in to detail or talk about any other stuff so maybe later

CHECK YA LATER BITCHES!

Okay so I am starting to get stressed out. It is really bad because it isn't that much stuff I just really don't want to do it! This is so horrible. I hate photography and I don't want to do it. I HATE FUCKING C-41!! Alright I kind of just needed to vent about class.

Oh Herbie tells me .... Yes your father is going to die. With such an odd tone of voice and facial expression. IT WAS WEIRD!

I started going to PING! (for you non OU students that is the gym!) Yay! I love it. It is so fun to ride the bikes and chat to random people. I stole this Rolling Stone from Ping oh man it is such a good issue. I wish I got Rolling Stone in the mail!

STORYTELLING

     I was all pumped about this movie because Todd Solondz (Welcome to the Dollhouse) directed it. It was umm interesting. Not horrible, but def. not great. I was a little disappointed I was expecting the greatness of Welcome to the Dollhouse! All I have to say is:

 "Fuck me hard NIGGER!"

You'd have to see the movie to understand. Kneeb and Mickey, but of course Mickey isn't readin' but still got to share the love.

GUYS: Pot is bad! ;)

And for my Falls friends... No I didn't smoke pot! Yay for me! I just sat and watched them do it. Kneebs, Devon, Brad, and Mickey....

PORN IS WEIRD

Watching Porn with boys is weird, especially when one boy is a horny bastard and has never got lovin ever! Thank God it was only for a little bit.

KETCHUP AND MAYO BAG thats the greatest shit thats happened yet! "It's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen AHHHHHHHHHHH!"

Mid Kick! LOok at the ketchup fly!

Courtkneeb's jeans! SHE GOT COVERED... HAHAHAHHAA! HEHE!

Aftermath!

MORE AFTERMATH!

I LOVE COLLEGE!!! Yay for my fun friends!! I think I need to go get drunk this weekend. I know I know it isn't me (FALLS PEEP) But I still don't do it that often and it is fun and there isnt much else to here. I could always watch kneeb and Devon get high so more.... DRUNK SOUNDS MUCH MORE FUN!

Wow I am just rambling on and on! But shit so much fun stuff happened last night!!!!

So my madre comes down for parents weekend... We drove an hour to LANCASTER all one syllable not Landcaster! Lancaster. Well, anyway we drove there to get some Olive Garden and boy was it ever good Olive Garden!!

Then we went and saw TAXI! Uhh it was kind of stupid, but entertaining. Jimmy Fallon is so cute!

Then I randomly decided I would go home with my mom and go home with Kim on Sunday. It was really good to go home.

FIRST OFF I SAW MY FIRST HITCH HIKER EVER!! On the way home there was this guy walking on the side of the rode with his tumb out. IT WAS A LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCE! hahah!

Hmm at home:

I saw BRUCE! For you non Cuyahoga Fallsians(??) that is the neighborhood crazy supposedly did too much LSD and is now crazy. He has been walking the streets of the falls as long as I can remember. Just walking around everywhere. Some of the things he has said to me in the many times he has passed me...

You got hot wheels huh?

IT'S NOT 1979 BUT HAVE A GREAT DAY!!

You girls are babysiters arent you?

You know my name?!?!

HAVE A LOVELY DAY!

and so many more that I am just gonna stop listing...It just wouldn't have been a trip home without Bruce.

Got yelled at by my dad for being home. It was really big deal I came home I guess.

Went to dinner with my family... that wasn't so good.

I got REAL food!!!

I played with my dogs! I loved those pouchies! MY PUPPY IS SO NOT A PUPPY ANYMORE! Sad stuff!

SAW JAMES SILVEY!! Yay I love my James Silvey.

I saw Melissa got to hear all about her boys. Ohh I miss that sooooo!

Went to my brother's and watched them play beer pong.

That was about it.

It was so good to go home. It would have been much better if my skanky was there, but sadly she wasn't so yeah that's about it. I am glad to be back at OU.

My puppy when he was a puppy!

I went and saw my brother at the blue gator! It was really great to see him again. They put on a really good show! Then afterwards Break of Day played and they were great! I really like them a lot. I went up there with Kate from my dorm. She is in Brick City Records so she had to work the door. I had to bring my camera so Falki could say I am press because I have no money and wanted to see the Mikey Marquardt. Anyway Bobby was the douchey door man. He was creepy as all hell and hitting on Kate the whole time. Yeah it was weird. So it was over and I went back to my dorm around 2:30. I was already freaking out because I have class at 8 every morning. So I am thinking I am going to be soo tired because it was real late for this sleepy child. I got back and had a really bad head ache and stomach ache and I could sleep. I got like two hours of sleep all night. I was so tired the next morning.

But it was fun!

I saw John Sabraw's art work... All I have to say is shhhhiiit.

Ohh and I got orgasmic cheese at the opening and bread ooohhh and FRUIT oooh real fruit. Fresh food. It was amazing. My friends and I went nuts over this food. Like wild animals that hadn't eaten in a week. Shit that was good food.

Ummm so yeah things have been pretty good, but today has been weird. I feel like I am falling apart. I feel really bad for my roommate my shit is everywhere. I am such a mess.

I found out that we are only printing from C-41 negatives in photography... it fucking sucks. Printing from C-41 is the worst thing ever. YAY FOR HAVING UGLY GRAY PICTURES with no tonal variation. DAMN I AM PISSED ABOUT THAT!! grrr...

I am sleepy and I am hopefully going to see Judy Speherd tonight.

Butt Paste does the body good!

CHECK YA LATER BITCHES!

 Hmmm today was a really fucking fantastic day! I not sure why but it was good!

I get to see my brother tomorrow! I get to see him perform and I get to see BREAK OF DAY! yay!! I like them!! yay!

Ummm I made more friends today and I seriously finally think I fit in here!

MY MOM IS COMING FRIDAY YAAAAAAAAAAAAYY!

Oooh and I got a 49 out of 50 on my FIRST COLLEGE TEST!! YAYAYAY!!

I got a C :-/ on my first college paper. Oop

I drew today for like 2 hours which is good. Only 10 more hours to go. HAHAH DRAWING KICKS MY ASS! I hope I pass that class.

I got really sentimental today and missed my friends, my high school, my TEACHERS?!?!? I emailed GORBIE?!!? I hated her! I just felt I needed too! Maybe she can help me out when I am out of college if I stay in tight with her! I also emailed the LOVELY KENDLE oooh kendle how I love you! Hahah she the best! Of course she was never my teacher, but she still rocks my socks off.
I watched my high school video again and talked to my friends and told them I missed them.

I have been really good today about doing school work! I don't know why I am so happy, but man things are good.

I have really needed a lift on my life. It has been shit uhhh since uhh I think it all really started begining of Junior year DAMN that photo.

Maybe I will finally come out of this shitty depression, it would be great I know it is all in my mind and I can do it if I want, but I dunno. But I feel good things coming of course mid terms are coming up and shit and then it will be all bad again. oOOHHHH WELLL!

I get to go see HERBI on wednesday and I'll tell her all about how I am happy finally! YAYAYAYAYYAY!

hahah check ya later FOOOLS!